I'm so lost right now, all my life in polo i never really belonged to a certain team. With no batch of people to call my own i had to play with the seniors. Then when i was year 2 i played with sometimes the juniors and sometimes the seniors. Year 3 was better, had a fixed team, always played with lin,jem, mark, and gene or lee. And now back to square 1. I have graduated and no longer allowed to play with my team as mentioned and i cant fit into the any of the alumni teams. 1 team is so stubborn not willing to improve themselves and the other think they are the best players in the world and everyone else is beneath them, when they are from it. Was just telling syaz how freaky our NP culture is. Polo the sport i love so much brings so much injustice to me. The irony of life slaps me hard.